Aubrey peed and pooped on the potty twice this morning.
I can see that this will be a thing that kind of comes and goes. I’m okay with that. :)
Aubrey is teething right now. She has, from What I can feel, at least one molar coming in.
She is sleeping terribly because she is in pain so I’m up with her multiple times a night and I’m so fucking tired.
It’s the weekend and God fucking forbid I ask Justin to get up with her so I can sleep for another hour.
He gets up all pissed off slamming doors and shit and starts bitching about how “I do this to him every weekend”
I asked him one day last weekend, and one day this weekend, other than that, I never ask him to get up with her.
I never ask unless I NEED it for my fucking sanity because I was up with our child all night long while he slept fucking peacefully all through the night.
I seriously wish he could just understand what I do. I wish he could feel the way that I feel after being up with a teething toddler all night long.
I wish I could be the father instead of the mother sometimes…….must be fucking nice……
Well, I think right now we are 90% leaning towards Fort Bliss. The only thing holding us back at this point is Justin being worried about his grandfather. He doesn’t want him to pass away only having seen Aubrey a few times.
But there is just so much there for us at Fort Bliss. We could both go to school, and Aubrey would have every opportunity for any activity that her little heart desired.
We are going to try to have an answer by Monday so that he can go ahead and re enlist and won’t miss the chance for the signing bonus.
But whatever we decide, I know that he will be second guessing himself the second he signs the papers.
We have to make a decision asap because they are holding a spot at Stewart for us just in case and there are only 2 spot available for Bliss right now.
And, he will get a re-enlistment bonus if he re-enlists within a certain time frame.
Hopefully we can make a decision by the end of the weekend. We are both so torn.