Today has been a freaking day

Please for the love of God let my child sleep tonight.

And we have family coming in the morning.

And we have pictures.

Sometimes it really breaks my heart

When I remember that Justin didn’t get to witness our baby being born.

It hurts.

mamapenguinandmypebbles:

How I feel when I try to let people know the benefits of extended rear facing lol #erf #extendedrearfacing #carseatsafety

mamapenguinandmypebbles:

How I feel when I try to let people know the benefits of extended rear facing lol #erf #extendedrearfacing #carseatsafety

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I’m so annoyed right now

Me and Aubrey have been battling thrush for over a month now. I’ve been to 2 doctors already. 1 would only treat me, and one would only treat Aubrey, going as far as to say that he would only treat me if I pumped and bottle fed her.

I’m in so much pain.

I called the lactation consultant and she told me to call and demand another appointment for today and if they wouldn’t give it to me then to call her back.

I called demanding an appointment and all they did was connect me to a nurse who, upon hearing that Aubrey was over a year old, was like “well I mean, how much longer do you plan on nursing?”

Thats not even relevent to this conversation. I’m not going to wean her before she is ready just because the fucking doctors here suck and won’t treat our thrush. Not to mention, even if I weaned her right now……we WOULD STILL HAVE THRUSH and need to be treated anyway.

They didn’t give me an appointment, and I had to call the lactation consultant back and now she is trying to at least get a doctor to give us prescriptions for what we need.

I’m furious.

Overwhelmed mommy post

Aubrey has been whining and wanting to be latched ALL NIGHT LONG.

I’m so beyond tired and my nipples feel like they are going to fall off.

I have to pee but I know she will flip out if I move.

2.5 year old was in the kitchen finishing dinner while everyone else was in the living room. Me and her mom get up to check on her and there is poop freaking everywhere. It  was like half diarrhea and half turd nuggets and the smells was absolutely horrid. I spent the remainder of the night scrubbing the shit out of the floor (pun totally intended) because my baby crawls on those floors.

2.5 year old was in the kitchen finishing dinner while everyone else was in the living room. Me and her mom get up to check on her and there is poop freaking everywhere. It was like half diarrhea and half turd nuggets and the smells was absolutely horrid. I spent the remainder of the night scrubbing the shit out of the floor (pun totally intended) because my baby crawls on those floors.

Oh and I forgot to mention

Her 2.5 year old pooped all over my kitchen floor and hallway.

Seriously

Do people really think its okay to “disipline” other peoples children? Especially when you have seen the child twice ever in their whole life?

I had a friend over for dinner tonight, we’ve known each other for about 4 years, but because of both of us moving around, she just recently met Aubrey.

Well as we are eating Aubrey throws a peice of grape on the floor. I don’t do anything because she is a baby, if she doesn’t want it thats fine and she thinks its beyond hilarious to get a reaction from someone so I always just ignore it. Usually when I ignore it she stops on her own.

Anyway, so my friend sees her throw the grape on the floor and raises her voice at her and tells her that she is bad for throwing food and not to do it again.

I almost lost it. NEVER tell my child that she is bad. And NEVER raise your voice to her.

Trust me, If I have a problem with something she is doing, I will handle it.

Seriously

Do people really think its okay to “disipline” other peoples children? Especially when you have seen the child twice ever in their whole life?

I had a friend over for dinner tonight, we’ve known each other for about 4 years, but because of both of us moving around, she just recently met Aubrey.

Well as we are eating Aubrey throws a peice of grape on the floor. I don’t do anything because she is a baby, if she doesn’t want it thats fine and she thinks its beyond hilarious to get a reaction from someone so I always just ignore it. Usually when I ignore it she stops on her own.

Anyway, so my friend sees her throw the grape on the floor and raises her voice at her and tells her that she is bad for throwing food and not to do it again.

I almost lost it. NEVER tell my child that she is bad. And NEVER raise your voice to her.

Trust me, If I have a problem with something she is doing, I will handle it.